Friday, August 28, 2009
Tetragrammaton
The summer solstice has warmed the lake like a baby’s bath. Large fluffy cumulous clouds divide into smaller clusters as the sun burns off the moisture in the air. Strong odors of dirt, mud, decay, and fish permeate the lake area.
Around the bank, a gray heron watches the water from atop a felled tree. The weather worn trunk stretches out along the surface of the water like the withered arm of an old lady reaching to turn off the alarm clock.
The sunlight accentuates the bird’s textured feathers, eyes and elongated bill. At the sharp crack sound of a tree limb breaking, the large bird escapes to the sky. The take-off movements are reminiscent of a lumbering aircraft — slow, strong-flapping-wingbeats, legs drawn, neck extended, then up, the bird tilts to a 45-degree angle straightens out and disappears over the tops of the trees.
Several pairings of concentric circles appear like eporvesant targets on the lake’s surface. Underneath those circles and bubbles are fish, turtles, maybe a cottonmouth snake. At the fork, the lake becomes a river and the currents become faster and choppier.
The narrow path along the bank lush with Indian Paintbrushes is where I stake out a spot, right under an oak tree.
I study the water as more circles appear on the lake’s silent surface. Slowly the lake is awaking from its sleepy slumber. Mockingbirds, osprey and warblers chirp a cacophony of A-tonal melodies. My immediate area starts to come alive; bushes sway with movement, splashes of water from jumping fish can be heard, a snake slithers from the bank into the water causing a V-shape of waves that ripple across the lake like an oscilloscope.
Hooked, the night crawler recoils as I pierce the thick part of its body. I slide the worm through the hook’s bend on up the shank. I make several passes through the worm as I bait the hook. I feel the worm’s pain. I watch the body exude white mucus around the pierced entries. The creature withers and turns, recoils trying to get off the hook.
I cast my fishing rod into the oncoming current about four feet from the bank. Slowly reeling in the slack, I rewind the line back into the reel. I pause, then gently tug the line and check the tension, and see if the worm is still attached.
Loud splashes from the other side of the bank distract my thoughts and concentration, and I can see the whitish underbelly of what looks like a large bass. A few feet up from the splash another fish repeats the same movements or maybe it’s the same fish?
With a voracious grab, my fishing rod is almost yanked from my hand. As soon as the fish hits the hook it twists and wiggles fighting to free itself from the hook. I give the fish a little slack then slowly tighten the drag, I reel the fish out of the water.
It’s a crappie swinging madly to the left and right. Its body stiffens as I reel it completely out of the water. I get a tremendous guilt feeling knowing the fish must be angered at being caught. But then again, does a fish know anger? I wonder.
The spiny fins are flapping non-stop like a hummingbird’s wings, and the head moves left, right, left right. The fish continues to struggle against the hook. Once the hook is removed, I put the crappie in a bucket with some water. Soon the fish lists to the side, calm, gills expand, contract, slowly dying, our fight is over.
The next strike is even quicker. A channel catfish, maybe six-inches at best hits another of my worms. There’s hardly a fight. The fish bares the steel hook inside its mouth and hardly moves about. With thin black whiskers slicked back the fish looks like a dignified Spanish officer that’s been captured in a pincer movement. His earth tone colors and chest poofed out, the catfish has an heir of nobility while conveying a notion of – you’ve caught me, but I am not scarred of you. I remove the hook and release the fish back into the water.
With the morning far behind the rest of the day yields no more catches. The water proves too warm, sun too bright, and far too much human noise around the lake. My rod, bait bucket and gear in hand, I backtrack for home along the same worn paths I came in.
By contrast, my trip out is different then my trip in. Temperatures are in the hundreds, humidity is high, and no clouds to obscure the sun. The birds have moved on. The only sounds are motorboats and the repetitive din of a million cicadas.
Trash and debris are scattered along the paths now: squashed beer and soda can litter, pilfered plastic worm containers strewn about, discarded balls of fishing line strangle the brush, a pile of human feces festers stench, a fresh severed catfish head is covered in flies, Taco Bell wrappers…
It’s the end of the woods. The trashed paths lead me back to civilization. I notice a shiny SUV. Out tumble six men armed with coolers, bags of Jack-in-the Box burgers, rods, and tackle crash through the wooded paths with manic glee. I look back to see if they brought the TV.
Our metaphorical lake is filled with millions of human fish. Some get caught, released, others move downstream with the currents, sometimes a big seining net comes along, and there’s a few who never stray.
Around the lake two complete anglers sit with fishing rods in hand. One uses shiny lures to entice you to swallow his hook. The other angler uses no bait at all — patiently waits for you to come to him.
And, like a good fish, I elude the inevitable — the temptation that’s poised on the end of a hook, or maybe yet escape the hook altogether — perhaps, just float soundlessly, endlessly, dissolve and become one with the water.
Friday, February 20, 2009
How many times
Do I have to contemplate my own reflection
And say; I have been blind
— Emperor
A country’s relationship between the sun and moon often produces strange effects on its inhabitant’s psyche. How else can a region like Scandinavia account for producing an IKEA, innovators in consumer logistics and mass-market furniture design or the savvy wireless technologies from the likes of Nokia?
The solar rays not only beam down on businessmen but for artisans as well. Halldor Laxness won the Nobel Prize in 1955 for literature while successful crime writing team Maj Sjowall and Per Wahloo wrote thriller after thriller during the ‘60s and ‘70s.
I am Not Stiller put Swedish author Max Frisch on the literary map as one of the most widely read authors in Europe. Henning Mankell’s gumshoe Kurt Wallander is still solving shocking murders in his fictitious town Ystad.
In the land of the midnight sun, Norway, Christian churches burn and steeples topple. Set afire by the arsonist hands of anti-Christian ideologists, misanthropic beliefs or as some authorities have pointed to — people who play black metal music, though it’s a bit speculative. The members of the black metal band Gorogoth think more churches ought to burn, and believe there will be more as times passes.
Black metal is a sub-genre of heavy metal featuring fast tempos, heavily distorted guitars, synchronized double-kick drums, bass, and vocals typically sung in what’s called a death growl — deep and guttural from the girth of the bowels.
The lyrical content consists of morbidity, death, pain, depression, nihilism, atheism, Satanism, antitheism, paganism, and suffering. There are some black metal artists who write poetic compositions about winter, forests, nature, folklore, mythology, and fantasy.
The black metal scene started around the mid-eighties and evolved during the ‘90s in Norway. Bands like Bathory, Darkthrone, Emperor, and Mayhem slowly developed the music from a lo-fi sound production to a clean, slick quality for CD buying hip scenesters.
Mayhem often considered the founding fathers of black metal were the first to establish the musical rules: corpse paint for the face, musical opposition to Christianity, poor sound production, and alternative names for band members like Euronymous, Dead, and Hellhammer.
As the story, legend or conjecture of Mayhem goes Hellhammer worked in a mental hospital. Dead, the singer committed suicide slashing his wrist and swallowing a shotgun barrel.
Upon discovery of the body Euronymous made necklaces of the singer’s shattered skull and distributed among black metal musicians he deemed worthy. Necrobutcher landed in prison for stabbing a homosexual who apparently made a pass at him around Lillehammer Stadium. Thirty-six knife wounds were counted in the dead man’s body, and so black metal was born.
Everything here is so cold
Everything here is so dark
I remember it as from a dream
In the corner of this time
— Mayhem Freezing Moon
As black metal gathers momentum talented bands like Opeth, Enslaved, Katatonia, Dark Tranquility, Satyricon, and Amon Amarth are using aspects of Norse paganism, Viking imagery, Nordic folk music, and elements of classical music achieving sonic depth and qualities ranging from silence to chaotic din much like Mahler or Carl Ruggles used to add color and emotion in their work.
Audiences are discovering a music not only serious in lyrical content but innovative musicianship which quite frankly hasn’t been heard much these days.
In orbit they pass around – the memories from abandoned past
Images from within your mind bring unknown feelings into your veins
Delve into thy twilight past, a voyage done before
The borderland ‘twixt life and death – existing evermore
— Dark Tranquility
Black metal is definitely not your father’s rock-n-roll. Gone are the popular themes of sex, chicks, cars, and fast times. Pardon the pun, but I think this is the one bright spot going on in contemporary music. More bands and musicians are entering the scene contributing dynamic musical complexities, a unique lyricism, and new stylistic approaches to their craft.
Who can say how much longer black metal will be around and replaced for the next new thing. I’m hoping this movement will act as a catalyst to morph new musical attitudes sustained by well-crafted tunes, innovative playing, and thought provoking ideas.
One can only hope the planetary orbs continue to rotate, eclipse, and crash into each other to keep producing new talent from a region ensconced in cold hell.
J. Prock
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
January 16, 2009
J. Prock
I grew up close to where Wyeth painted. I never met, saw him or went to Hank’s Place where he ate. Of the entire art world, Wyeth has had the most profound influence on my work. He’s helped shape my outlook towards creativity, and how one approaches the creative process.
It’s a belief of trusting one’s own instincts. You shut out the peripheral, meaningless opinions, what if scenarios, and work from the nature of your experiences. It seems selfish; it has to be — it’s personal; it’s your work. During the creative process work can’t be shared — a contamination of sorts sets in.
1966, I saw Wyeth’s Temperas, Dry Brush and Drawings Exhibition in Philadelphia. I was a little kid. A few years later my parents had Christina’s World on the wall. I’m still attracted to the spatial planes, an off-center Christina, muted colors, linear perspective, textures, and the macabre notion — what exactly is this woman doing?
I went to see Christina’s World in New York at the Museum of Modern Art 1984. She was hanging in a hallway, around a corner as kind of an after-thought. I got the impression that the curators had to do something with it — couldn’t rightly throw it away. I found the painting, and studied it intently.
Most articles about Wyeth I’ve read never asked him interesting or probing questions. They focus on working with egg tempera, using local talent as models, being a Wyeth, where’s the inspiration come from, why Chad’s Ford and Maine?
If I had a chance to talk with him, I’d of asked a few personal questions about the times: did he try pot in the ‘60s, what did he think of rock music, did he look at cartoonists, where did he get those cool Nehru-like jackets, and maybe if he could show me where Howe’s army marched during the Battle of Brandywine in 1777. And, could we have a glass of apple cider together, the kind with a little kick.
I’m saddened by his passing. Over the years, I’ve looked forward to seeing new work. I never believed Wyeth was an “illustrational realist,” or his paintings were “formulaic stuff” as his critiques have written.
January’s snow has melted around Chad’s Ford, and the boy in Winter 1946 runs down the hill for the last time. The floating hand in the painting… finally joins the fathers’. The pumpkins have all rotted, autumn’s leaves have been carried down the Brandywine River, and the light is just right for Ground Hog Day.
What wilt thou I should call this place?” ‘Chester,’ says Pearson. “Chester it is.”
— William Penn
From his cupola Wade peers through a brass field glass pointed south. He gently scrolls the focus knob panning left, and a little right. There is nothing on the river today only endless rippling waves.
Wade’s an Irishman and a Friend, commonly called a Quaker. He’s the first member of the Society of Friends to settle among the Swedes and Dutch. Wade’s house has become the official meetinghouse for the Society and is named in recognition for the few meeting as The Essex House.
It’s a warm St. Martin’s day in Deal. William Penn’s long dark hair hangs from his black broad brimmed that. His hair and mustache catch the English seaside breeze blowing the same westerly direction as the ship’s flag.
Penn boards the ship early morning. He holds a short prayer service at the bow with several Friends. He prays the Inner Light is with him and the one hundred members of the Society of Friends from Sussex who are making the journey with him. Among the Friends are: Daniel Milnor, Richard Townsend, Samuel Buckley, Sarah Clows, George and Eleanor Pownall and their children: Reuben, Elizabeth, Sarah, Rachel and Abigail.
The anchor is raised as the ship sways and creaks. The Welcome’s main decks are crowded with passengers waving to loved ones.
The main hold is a blend of smells that come from packed crates of vegetables, fruit, flour, dried beans, butter, oil, salts, salted meats, and casks of fresh water. There are chests of clothing, dishes, bedding, and some furniture, building supplies, tools, and seeds for planting crops; everything needed to start a new life. There are a few braziers for families to cook meals but if the sea gets rough they will be discarded and food will be eaten cold.
* * * * *
On October 27, the Welcome drops anchor at the banks of the Delaware River in New Castle, a place rich with thick supple grass accentuating the river’s jigsaw puzzle edge. The New Castle residents greet Penn with fanfare and ceremony. They’ve waiting for him and they are lined along the banks waving and cheering. As Penn steps down the gangway he’s presented with turf, twig and water, the feudal signs of his possession of the three lower counties by the town officials. Tonight he will sleep in a proper bed and have a delicious meal prepared.
Next morning with several rolls of parchment and deeds from the Duke of York under his arm Penn meets with lawyers John Moll and Ephraim Hasrmon. He spends several hours presenting the Dukes paper’s and discusses the matter of Lord Baltimore’s boundaries.
* * * * *
The air is still and humid, the river calm and languid. The Indian summer induces Penn to reflect as the ship gently rocks in a somnambulant fashion.
There are three troublesome tasks to confront: resolve this trouble in Upland with Sandelands , lay claim with Lord Baltimore on ownership of Upland and surrounding he says are his own, and on to Philadelphia for meetings to convince Friends to invest in a port on the Schuylkill River. This river reaches deep into the heartland, a natural highway for bringing out timber, furs and crops and on to ships on the Delaware bound for England. Much, much better situated than the topography along Chester Creek.
Penn’s thoughts turn to the long voyage that’s almost come to an end. In spite of all his ardent prayers and ministrations, the small pox took thirty souls; Dennis Rochford’s two daughters among them. He prays.
* * * * *
A huge splash snaps his reverie. The Welcome drops anchor at the mouth of Chester Creek. Penn observes Upland’s hills and abundant trees growing right down to the river’s edge.
At long last he will see his staunch friend and Quaker ally Robert Wade. Leaning on the quarterdeck railing Penn reaches down and scratches a bite through his dark Gunnister stocking just at the top of the welt. Thomas Pearson, his surgeon joins him at the rail. Both stare at the shore as the Welcome glides to shoreline.